[ Korra nods, and reaches out for his hand, helping him unclench it. She thinks about what she wishes people would say to her and takes longer than she normally would to answer with: ]
[ Mako's grateful for the tiny amount of contact, unclenches his fingers just enough. Korra, at least, does her best not to judge. For all that this seemed like it was easier for her, Mako knows that there's a lot resting on Korra's shoulders, and that she deals with the same thing he does in a lot of ways: wanting to live up to her own expectations, and to the expectations of everyone around her.
It can't have been that much eaiser, and the fact that she's even willing to talk about it is—good. Very good.
He shifts a bit closer, lifting his head with a somewhat lost look on his face. ] It'd be... pretty final. I haven't thought about it for a while. Haven't had to.
It doesn't—we're in a nightmare spirit world, I shouldn't even be thinking about this.
[ WHO's deflecting? Not Mako.
He does, though. He thinks. The feelings are so wrapped up that he isn't sure whether it's romantic or some kind of kinship because David's a detective too or just admiration. Like Korra said: it's hard to tell. Mako's never been the best at puzzling through his own feelings. ] What finally clicked, for you? With Asami?
Remember, I haven't actually dated her. Which is... kinda disappointing. [ Korra shakes her head. ] It was weird, reading about it, and you telling me about it, after I'd thought about it for so long.
Again, Mako: if you don't want to do it, just say no. Don't leave him on the hook. It sucks, trust me.
[ Mako... groans. A little bit like the teenager he used to be, none of the world-weariness holding it down, just pure why is my life this energy. ] I think I want to.
Korra if you're sending him a message—! [ She's blasting their couch into the wall, sure, but Mako ducks out of the stream of air and goes for her knees in a straight-up tackle. ]
[ This has turned into nonsense, is what is happening right now, and Mako is exhausted and confused and frustrated, but—he just goes with it, darting in front of Korra's trajectory to cut her off. ]
[ She outruns him around the lower floor of their house until she finishes her text and sends it off. Then she tosses the Fluid back to him. ] There. Done. Don't back out.
[ It is with a vague and growing sense of dread that Mako opens his Fluid back up and reads over what Korra wrote and then without hesitation, shoves both hands over his face, Fluid and all. ]
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Then what's stopping you now?
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It can't have been that much eaiser, and the fact that she's even willing to talk about it is—good. Very good.
He shifts a bit closer, lifting his head with a somewhat lost look on his face. ] It'd be... pretty final. I haven't thought about it for a while. Haven't had to.
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[ WHO's deflecting? Not Mako.
He does, though. He thinks. The feelings are so wrapped up that he isn't sure whether it's romantic or some kind of kinship because David's a detective too or just admiration. Like Korra said: it's hard to tell. Mako's never been the best at puzzling through his own feelings. ] What finally clicked, for you? With Asami?
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Again, Mako: if you don't want to do it, just say no. Don't leave him on the hook. It sucks, trust me.
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Mako lurches up off the couch with alarm clear on his face, once again lunging for the Fluid. ] Korra.
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Being sleep deprived has some bonuses, like thinking that texting David is a great idea. ]
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[ It is with a vague and growing sense of dread that Mako opens his Fluid back up and reads over what Korra wrote and then without hesitation, shoves both hands over his face, Fluid and all. ]
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He does, though, and he recognizes through the frustration that Korra was trying to help in her usual rush-in without thinking sort of way.
So he sighs, his shoulders slumping a bit. ] Okay. Fine. Thank you. You really didn't have to text him, though.
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